rblyl
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![]() Posted: Post subject: new work venting spot for me |
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just releasing this..into where ever and then let it go......
should have done E. before leaving the residence, didnt even get it done til in er....second time i had a partner run out on me..but then she came back 'calm'...i never ran out on a partner, but once i did start bawling so that may have well been running out. everyone has thier 'thing' i guess that they just goes beyond thier ability to handle. (i did see my partner go retrieve a head once from a ditch, with a smile...but months later start bawling over cleaning up poo-poo.)...too many hours this week and i will never do this again...i left a mess to go back and clean up..my sleep dosent know whether its coming or going, so even if i lay down i cant sleep..and one more arguement with a two ton nurse. the noise when i get home with little sleep sounds like I am stuck in an aluminum vault with Metallica blaring. but i am off for 5 days..promise myself again, not to work like this again..and i get to start over...and i am way grateful for that. okay...i am over it.
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